well so am I, I trusted you and was open with you. but yet you continue to have all these secrets slowly coming out to the light. You had a sweet poem for someone you seemed liked you loved and it wasn’t even me… It seemed like it was for her (Courtney) which makes everything that much worse between us, the hidden feelings you kept from me about her are now here and out to talk. It was only a matter of time before I knew you’d start being like my past. 

But this time I’m going to do something different and just let you walk away, I feel like I’m slowly pulling my heart back in to me. I want to trust you but my gut feeling is telling me your going to hurt me soon and I don’t want to get hurt I don’t deserve it. After all I love you and thought you did as well but your “faith” is saying other wise. 

Sorry.